Again I feel that everything flows ...
Again I feel I am part of all .... Again I feel
land and air time ...
Again I feel life and emotions of joy fill ....
Again I feel like life is born again ...
And some days I have been very fucked up, I guess it reopened old wounds bleed again and I guess that blows the last few weeks conspired to make me feel bad.
Also during working methods in some detail my classmates did not make me feel good, I felt very frustrated and useless with some things.
The fatal pass, I felt with her as enemy territory. In addition to the 666 it were not my best friend did not help much to raise my spirits, Imissing half of my pack, the other with which wolf howl and laugh.
Also I felt a bit abandoned by the gentleman, I gave hints to mobile because none agree too long at home, he thought I was well and good could not pay much attention. I can not blame him nor do I, I can not pretend to help me unless I ask for help and not a telepath to know as I am at that time.
If I'm an idiot when I'm wrong I keep quiet and nobody knows if I am alone in my bad times because they do not ask for help, because he had said it was wrong to any of my friends and had been there, but I Street like a fool instead of letting me be pampered and encouraged me isolate me and I rejoice in my sense of victimization. But
geeral the universe conspires to get out of that feeling, the gentleman again and good care of my Goddess goes via sms sending their dreams and so nagging.
Today I dreamed I was on the beach in La Carihuela in malaga. I was in the water talking to my mother on the phone (if in water was with the phone) we talked about crap and suddenly tells me that mine is behind a giant wave that had seen him on TV. At first I was scared and I blocked, then valued the opportunities to dive or ride off the board, diving meant a chance to sink to not quit, so I decided to ride. Reach the shore drawing its strength and without any scratch. Then did not understand why the parents had brought their parents scared of waterdid not want to wave damage.
interpret the dream as a message to stop worrying, let me flow and drag the expieriencia, long live the moment.
And that I do, though I can not help having an eye on this Saturday. It Imbolc and return to hang out with all my wizards. Today watching the grass begins to drug back into the earth as the sun caressed me like a naughty child I understood the promise of life that represents this event. Light turns
...
life back ...
All reborn ....
Everything will be fine ....
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